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June 26th, 2005
02:59 pm i love it soooo sooooo much...whos the next one to go to the dairy queen with me?!
last night was amazing me shayna josh rich and adam all chilled in shaynas back yard. everything was sooooo real and perfect. the music the trees the people the place. it was life.
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April 17th, 2005
02:34 am "old enough to know bettter, but yount enough to not five a shit" thats what i like tp ear. thats my firend michellels awy messagge, but is it not sooo right.im mean i'm pretty drunkr roght now,! so the other day my parent todl me they were coming on up aT 9:30 AND I WOKE UP AT 11! AT MY FIREND WARRENS HOUSE WHERE I [ASSED OUT THAT NIGHT. and they kept calling me AND SO DID HALEY SO I CALLED HER and i foudl out they wre wating or me agt the entrance!! i walked in there in like what i had on last n ight adn they lppked at me fter jef, hasley, and craight dropped nme off and they looked ta me meenly amd started laughing caus ei loosed lie shit. but they took my lost down. i lvoe this snong impala. ..better way, yeahh aayyy. i'm a ballter, i'm a 20 crawller. gooooood! ammmmazing! i love wastrn to much, i dont want to leave at alll. i' [ossed i guess benji is having a party on turday i'm leaing wednesday to go to harrisbut. i'm getting haigh, everying my wayu, ahl-lesss!11 orry the songataing. well anways ways i'mdrunk and this song is getting in m headwanna be a blaller.v weell mark just calle me t and were goint go to gmoke! so haoooooooal!
ps. haleyu sowe me love, i'll look at this wen i'm he narrisubrg! i love western! and everyone n it!
-;oz Current Mood: sad/happy Current Music: IMAPA!!! BITCH!
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March 13th, 2005
07:32 pm - its a different world, this college is. i was put here but now that i look back. i wanted to be. "i have this friend liz and she's awesome b/c she drinks beer alone on a sunday!:-D" -caseys away message. i <3 you!
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February 7th, 2005
12:35 pm - court my stomachs in a knot becuase of stupid shit today. i'm scared to see jason, well...because all of you who know him probably know why. i'm scared hes going to make a fool of me on the stand today. i'm more scared to be up there in front of everyone (who i know doesnt even pay attention unless its about a whore or something, haha..woah that reminds me of something) i'm not even scared about what i'm going to get, just to half to walk up there with everyone looking at you thinking "i wonder what she did" i'm scared to half to talk to the judge and have it eco in the microphone over the whole courtroom. i'm scared i'm going to get really nervous, i know i will i always do! and shes going to ask me what happend that night (like 5 months ago if not longer!) and i'm going to go blank and they are just going to give me everything they can. damn......i hate shit like this! i'm scared i will be in corut for like 5 hours like we were before, my court time is at 1, my test time is at 4, i might not make it..how bad would it look..."sorry i couldnt make the test, i was at court for an mip, can i retake it?"
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January 30th, 2005
01:00 pm i got my bellybutton pierced, finally after wanting it since like 6th grade. woah 2 down off my list and ..... to go!!! :) p.s. thanks to eveyone who talked me into getting the bottom side pierced, its so much more awesome then the tops!
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January 9th, 2005
07:33 pm - the weekend. and what a weekend it was... fun fun weekend. well to sum it up...
friday: me and laura call bunches of people asking to borrow their car for the night to visit ann arbor. scored and left around 9 with courtniee. lauras window would not roll all the way up. got to ann arbor around 11ish, found the house, finally, after like three full drives down and up vine street, hah. parked and found the hobbit door and started doing what we came there to do. after meeting people, made a b-line to the keg which was outside overlooking the sidewalk and everyone walking on it. 8 people to 1 keg. when i got drunk enough and went to fill up my beer or have a cigg i started talking to people with whoever was out with me at the time. we told a group of 5 "hot" girls they needed snow boots, becaause they had on pointy heel boots. i also told them comfort over fashion and that they had cute pumas at nordstroms for cheap, haha whatever biatchs. we played quarters and i happened to be somewhat good at the game. which was probably good because i was keeping up my drinking with my own cups :) my new thing is to get drunk, be happy with your drunkness, instead of drinking until you know your making a fool of yourself like i'm use to. i have more control and a better time, and also i can remember what i did. me, some kid, and steve took a walk around cause i wanted to chill outside for a little, walk around, see whats going on ouside the pink house on vine street. some girl gave us a ride back?? kids left and got two pizzas, and someone stole somthing from the pizza place because the boys came back with a story. anyways... ended up falling asleep when people were passed out on sofas and floors. i heard two different couples having sex, it was funny. woke up with a bunch of people in the room i was in. i found out some guy pissed on the sofa in the middle of the night, haha oops. convinced josh and steve to come to western with us. took jeffs car with the now fucked up window, back to WMU. there was a kid bill in ann arbor though, and i think they should make a life-sized doll and hand them out to everyone. i <3 bill, haha. that was friday saturday: drove back to WMU with laura, steve, and josh. at salad, showered, went to steves friends house while laura and josh to a power nap (which is new to my vocabulary). i took an aderall and smoked a bunch of weed. this house had 9 people living together, it was like 4 stories tall, and people everywhere..insane. plus a few kids jamming together, and they were sweet as fuck to be honest about it. i left and went to lauras dorm to chill for a little then go over to chris and brooks house, and who ever else lives there. chilled, decided not to drink because of the weed, aderall, and huge headach i had on the right side of my head only, like right behind my eyes...yuck! that went away after smoking a bowl like it should. we were having fun and then mikki came over who is always a badass girl. she asked if i wanted to go in on a bag but because of the lack of money i was not able to. she got a g and we went back to the dorms to smoke. we saw mike walking to his room and invited him to come with us to mikkis room. haha this is the funny part. we get in there and are about to smoke. we turn all the lights on and we busted out the incence. we are all talking real loud about everything cause her roommates gone, right? well she looks at the bottom bunk of her bed and all of a sudden mikkis eyes like pop out of her head and she stops talking and we all look at the bed. all you can see is a pony tail of brown hair sticking out of the blanket. haha, and her roommate was there. went to mikes who actually lives on the 6th floor of harvey while i live on the 5th. smoked a few bowls there and at a slice of pizza until me and mikki found out that it had cajun style crust and started choking, haha. mikki and me shared a blanket and i ended up almost fallling asleep so we left and i passed out. jamie schefman called me at 7:30 am, soo early... sunday: talked to bryan, we are on good terms again. i dont know what will happpen or should i say who will get pissed at the other one again sooner. but i like being his friend better than his girlfriend if you can understand that. i'm the founding member of the anti liz and bryan as a couple group. woah i just got an ADD moment for like 2 minutes to the point where i forgot i was writing this...that reminds me, while talking to chris one day out of know where he goes "do you have ADD?!" i'm like "uh, yeah probably..." haha is it that obvious that my mind is on everything all the time?! oh well, it makes me more known of my surroundings. anyways, back on subject. i've just been sitting here for the whole day in my pjs making food on the computer watching the butterfly effect 3 times and the nirvana dvd twice. i'm hungry and my ass hurts. i want a cigeratte but i dont wnat to go outside. cigeratte beats coldness....word Current Mood: for next weekend! Current Music: whatever is on this nirvana dvd (no nirvana music)
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December 29th, 2004
03:02 pm - scene emo fucks..think your soo cool...hah so the only reason i'm doing this is for myself. i have had enough of people labeling themselves and especially "emo" kids talking about how "scene" they are. okay let me put on some fucking make up and dress in clothes i know people are giong to look at me with. get eith my lip, eyebrow, or nose pierced, walk around royal oak with my boyfriend who looks like a new abercrobmie model except from salvation army. fuck off. your not as cool as you think you are. i have looked though some peoples livejournals/myspaces..whatever and have seen nothing today but people saying "oh, we are some hot scene girls" or "dont we look so scene?!" fuck yeah you look scene, if i tried as hard as you did to look "scene" then i would look it but i dont give a fucking shit and neither should you. so take your fucking emo music, your box of kleenex, your black eyeliner, your fucking piercings, tattoos, and value world shit and shove them up your fucking ass cause no one lieks to be labeled and no one likes anyone who labels themselves. word. Current Mood: annoyed
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December 25th, 2004
11:38 am - meerrrrrrrrrry christmas MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL YOU NON/HALF-JEWS OUT THERE THIS MORNING!!!
me...well i'm 100% jew...what do i wake up to find sitting by the
fireplace this morning at around 10:40 am, a bunch of presents!!! what
now bitches?! Current Mood: amused
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December 22nd, 2004
11:29 am - first in a while...only cause i'm bored out of my mind, thought. 1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? went to college, dated a guy for over a year, graduated high school, got so drunk, fell off a skateboard and hit my face into a garbage can and fuck my face up...that was a first 2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? well i honestly dont remember what it was but htis years is actually doing work in college 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? not yet 4. Did anyone close to you die?? nope, never 5. What countries did you visit?? Canada, i've been to mexico but thats america right?! alaska...america again. uhhh i've been to the bhamahs or whatever 6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? More Self Confidence 7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory? seniors last day, first day of college, a lot actually, this whole summer 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? getting though my first semester of college 9. What was your biggest failure? a lot....fucking up in college my first semester 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i fell into a trash can, busted my nose, cut my face and eye open which after 2 or 3 months still has scars. 11. What was the best thing you bought? myself a tongue ring 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? no clue 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? a shit load of poeples 14. Where did most of your money go? drugs, ciggs, food 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? my piercing 16. What song will always remind you of 2004? not sure yet 17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? probably sadder. i want everyone to be around agagin ii. thinner or fatter? i dont know probably the same, no matter what ido i can never change. it pisses me off! iii. richer or poorer? poorer!!!! for sure!!! 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? working out 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? spending money 20. How will you be spending Christmas? probably at bryans or my aunts even though i would love to be drinking and sleeding cause we never got to do that that one night guys!!!!! 22. Did you fall in love in 2004? nope i fell in love in 2003 23. How many one night stands in this last year?none 24. What was your favourite TV program? that 70s showw, the chappelle show, laguna beach 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yeah 26. What was the best book you read? smack, thanks to becca 27. describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? more myself. i wear what i want 34. What kept you sane? friends and family. or just fighting myself though my life 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? a lot, i love the ones that arnt liek " ohhh look at me" more like the anglina jolie type. but eveyone knows i love mary kate and ashley!!! :) 36. What political issue stirred you the most? The Election, fuck george bush 37. Who did you miss? My friends and the summer 38. Who was the best new person you met? all my friends are amazing 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: fuck life, fuck people, fuck anyone who brings you down because in the end no matter who the fuck anyone shoots. your going to bleed the same fucking color as them, so fuck em if they think otherwise or show them yourself :) (<~ i wont lie that goes otu to a lot of the fucking dumb ass berkley bitches who always thought they were better than everyone else, but its funny now that they all go to the same school and half the fucking "popular" kids that go to wester are either not going there next year, or dont have anyfriends cause they dont have social skills to make them...it shows your so much better now right?!) 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year? ehhh...damn that dould be a lot
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October 21st, 2004
12:04 pm NUMBER OF...
:x: piercings = 5 2 in my ears, 1 in my tongue :x: tattoos = none :x: height = like 5'1.5" :x: shoe size = 5.5 :x: hair color = light brown :x: siblings = none
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = i dont know :x: song you listened to = black cadillac--modest mouse :x: song that was stuck in your head = nelly & tim mcgrawl...i dont know laura does though :) :x: cd you bought = damn that was back in the day then :x: cd you listened to = ?? :x: person you've called = bryan :x: person that's called you = bryan :x: tv show you've watched = hmm...that show that turns men in to women :x: person you were thinking of = bryan
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yeah, on my boyfriend :) :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = cali where no one knows me :x: you think about suicide = have before :x: you believe in online dating = no!!! :x: you think others find you attractive = not at all :x: you want more piercings = yes, a nipple, belly button, and some more in my ears :x: you drink = hellls yea! :x: you do drugs = welll..yes :x: you smoke = yea, and i'm on adderall right now so i will be a lot today :x: you like cleaning = kinda :x: you like roller coasters = hell yea :x: you write in cursive or print = print, my cursive looks like shit
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = for :x: using someone = against unless they are the biggest asshole ever! then its okay :x: suicide = against :x: killing people = against :x: teenage smoking = for :x: doing drugs = for :x: driving drunk = depends :x: abortion = neither :x: gay/lesbian relationships = for :x: soap operas = ehhh thats a toughy. i'm going to have to go with against on that!
FAVORITE...
:x: food = pizza, olgas :x: song = a lot right now :x: thing to do = chill, do lauras hair :) smoke weeeeeed, drinkin captains! :x: thing to talk about = sex, drugs, rock n roll :x: sport = rugby, volleyball, football, soccer :x: drink = hot apple cider :x: clothes = my abercrombie jeans, my white t-shirt, or my purple one with the eight on the back :x: movie = half baked, uhh a lot :x: singer = al ot :x: holiday = chanachukka
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = nyeah over girls being girls (bitches) :x: ever cried over a guy = yeahhh many many times and it sucks more and more each time :x: ever lied to someone = yea :x: ever been in a fist fight = nope :x: ever been arrested = nope, i'm positive i should have been a few times (hmm becca)
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = fruites gradena or whatever :x: shoes do you wear = my bright blue roos or my brown fake berks :x: are you scared of = nasty shit, someone puking on me, me being alone
NUMBER OF...
:x: of times I have been in love? = once :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = probably around 10 but 3 or 4 that really hurt and still hurt reallly bad :x: of hearts I have broken? = i'm not sure maybe 2 :x: of girls I have kissed? = uhh like 100 :x: of boys I have kissed? = oh no...well probably like 20 or soething :x: of girls I've slept with? = 0..haha unless you count... :x: of boys I've slept with? = 4? :x: of drugs taken illegally? = four plus pills :x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = probably 3 :x: of people I consider my enemies? = i dont know but i know i have some i hate girls! :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = im guessing twice, once for my birth and once for my bat mitzvah :x: of scars on my body? = a lot!!
FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie = snow white :x: word = whatttt up :x: guy name = jade, bryce :x: girl name = jordan, brook, lux :x: eye color = blue, green :x: flower = bleeding hearts :x: piercing = tongue, just like mine :) :x: actor/actress = hmm a lot Current Mood: confused
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December 22nd, 2003
06:39 pm
i got a new phone today. its sooo cute! its a sprint SANYO maybe youve heard of it?! well its a flip phone and it takes pictures and we got it for only 10.99 @ costco so everyone should go out an buy one! josh is home! yay yay! well me and bryan went to his aunts house last night, it wasnt that bad i mean maybe a little boring but we had good food and his family was very nice although i was real shy around them. i greatly dislike being shy but its not something i can control about myself. believe me if i could.... my mom is doing well :) thankfully! i hope meej is having fun in west virgina...eventhough i know she probably isnt. i got a job!!! at the jcc working in the locker rooms/ weight rooms for 6.50 an hour. michelle the woman who got me the job was like "is that enough?" i was like haha yeah thats great. i mean my last job i didnt eevn have a set pay, they just gave me money and i was so straight with that. i'm avoiding the granparents and i want dinner to be done with so i can hang out with bryan and becca and jeff maybe? and haley and sara maybe? i dont know all those good people who i love :) well i'm about to peace out!!!!
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November 23rd, 2003
12:51 pm first real kiss: John Overton first job: Dairy Treats or babysitting if that counts first screen name: Aloha2p first self-purchased album: hanson? spice girls? first funeral: my cousins grandpa, or bretts grandpa first pets: jenny..my goldfish untill it died like the night after i got it at the burton ice cream social. then phoebe my doggy first true love: kurt cobain, jo? rd? first big trip: ehh i dont now i've gone on big trips all my life. maybe the jersy shore when i was like 5 with my whole faamily every year in the summer last big car ride: last night coming home from shelby township with haley last good cry: umm? last movie seen: spun with haley and twon last beverage drank: water last food consumed: well i'm chewing gum right now but i ate a brownie at like 11:30 last phone call: jeff called me :)!!! last TV show watched: i dont remember last shoes worn: my blue shoes last CD played: my rap mix last item bought: gum last disappointment: thinking i'm about to start the evil P word last soda drank: vernors last ice cream eaten: bugabo last shirt worn: my hollister hoodie
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November 20th, 2003
07:03 pm - while i'm waiting for dinner....
 "Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics) Sweet dreams are made of this Who am I to disagree? Travel the world and the seven seas Everybody's looking for something Some of them want to use you Some of them want to get used by you Some of them want to abuse you Some of them want to be abused
Which 80's Song Fits You? brought to you by Quizilla
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November 13th, 2003
06:07 pm -- [Four TV Shows You Liked When You Were A Little Kid] -- 1. Hey Dude -- 2. real monsters -- 3. Full House -- 4. ?
-- [Four Things You Do When You're Bored] -- 1. Eat -- 2. Sleep -- 3. go online -- 4. Watch TV
-- [Four Things That Never Fail To Cheer You Up] -- 1. my friends -- 2. listening to good music -- 3. sunny days :) -- 4. gooood weed
-- [Four Things You Cannot Live Without] -- 1. my friends -- 2. My family -- 3. my car..oh wait, maybe i can... -- 4. music
-- [Today You] -- 1. got bagels with becca for mr.millers 1st hour class -- 2. got ciggs @ lunch and had 10 min convo with kyle about random shit -- 3. went to rays with becca and meej -- 4. had a little heart to heart with my dad :)
-- [Seven Things You Love] -- 1. My friends -- 2. My family -- 3. weed -- 4. my car -- 5. Food -- 6. Music -- 7. Tv
-- [Eight Things You Dislike] -- 1. SCHOOL -- 2. leaves -- 3. teenage fucking drama -- 4. cops -- 5. Waking up early -- 6. the cold/winter -- 7. not having any ciggs when you need it the most -- 8. oh and girls...
-- [Seven Things On Your Desk] -- 1. my phone -- 2. a lamp -- 3. paper -- 4. burned cds -- 5. paper/ pens and pencils -- 6. Speakers -- 7. loation
-- [Seven Things On Your Floor] -- 1. box -- 2. My shoes -- 3. pictures -- 4. carpet -- 5. kitty litter box -- 6. nothing else -- 7.
-- [Seven Things On Your Wall] -- 1. a book case -- 2. window -- 3. door -- 4. books and thats it -- 5. -- 6. -- 7.
-- [Seven Facts About You] -- 1. my friends really do mean more to me than anything in the world -- 2. school really is important to me -- 3. I'm confused about things -- 4. I'm very insecure weather you know it or not -- 5. i'm scared to love people -- 6. i'm more afraid of loosing the ones i love -- 7. i'm not as dumb as some poeple may think Current Mood: bored
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October 8th, 2003
05:53 pm oh yeah...
i got my car taken away yesterday because of a c- in jewelry and metals. i broke my phone so dont call it or just leave me a voicemail with your number on it.
my head hurts from the accident and i'm going to have a black eye tomorrow.
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September 30th, 2003
07:11 pm - smoke some what?! i think its funny, i put up "chillin in my room..thanks to my dad" you wouldnt get it unless you know my dad and his secrets, or my secrets...but i thought it was funny
well thats what i'll be doing so call me or stop by
8903279 <3
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September 19th, 2003
06:42 pm RANDOM LISTS
Ten Movies You Own [1] titanic [2] thats about it.. [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10]
Ten CDs You Own [1] ko and the knock outs [2] sublime [3] all american rejects [4] thursday [5] oasis [6] marcys playground [7] ? [8] ? [9] ? [10] ?
Women - Five Men You'd Like To Screw ;o) [1] ashton kutcher [2] justin timberlake [3] brad pitt [4] jared letto [5] that guy from a walk to remember
Women - Five Women You Wish You Were [1] jennifer aniston [2] paris hilton [3] ashley olsen [4] mary-kate olsen [5] elizabeth hurley
Men - Five Women You'd Like To Screw [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]
Men - Five Men You Wish You Were [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]
Last 2 Movies You Have Seen In The Theaters [1]charlies angels 2 [2]i dont remember what was before that
Two Recent Movies You Want To See [1] ehh..american wedding [2] its not recent but i'v always wanted to see my great big fat greek wedding..is that it!?
Three Movies You Need To Buy! [1] Just married [2] offic space [3] 10 things i hate about you
Five Bands You Have Seen In Concert [1] dashboard confessional [2] the offspring [3] cypris hill [4] alakline trio [5] the donnas
Five Bands You Want To See Really Badly! [1] snoop dogg [2] nirvana [3] bone thugz [4] sublime [5] i guess numbers 2 and 4 wouldnt really work out but its nice to dream about it :)
Name All of the Schools You Have Attended - patengal - workman circle - burton elementary - norup middle school - berkley high school
Top 4 Cars [1] escalade [2] '95 grand am :) [3] the bmw suv [4] bmw convertable
Name All of the States You Have Been In [x] alaska, arizona, colorado, florida, hawaii, illionis, kentucky, massachusetts, mississippi, nevada, new hampshire, new jersey, new mexico, new york, north carolina, ohio, pennsylvania, south carolina, tennessee, virgina, washington, west virgina
Name All of the Countries You Have Been In [x] canada and america
Name All of the Places You Have Been Employed At [x] babysitting, fill in some times at my paretns place, dairy treats
Top 5 Places You'd Like To Live [1] california [2] new york [3] arizona [4] florida [5] pennslyvania
Top 3 Dream Jobs [1] high school teacher [2] nurse [3] real estate agent
Five Stores You Could Spend A Million Dollars At [1] B.P. [2] abercrombie [3] frankie & debbies [4] marshall fields [5] the jungle room :)
Currently.. 4 Closest Girl Friends -becca -laura -meej -haley
Currently.. 4 Closest Guy Friends -bryan -jimmy -jeff -robby
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September 14th, 2003
11:49 am i got a new layout, i may change a few things but i kinda like it for now...
last night was a lot of fun, well actually, the past 2 nights have been a lot of fun.
filled out my eastern application, i'm not so sure about this whole college thing, its freaking me out....but whatever
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September 8th, 2003
04:14 pm - i'm back!! wow, las vegas was amazing
being with all my cousins really brought us very close. the pool was top of the fucking line! i met my second cousins..
sara, shes 18 and goes to some college in cali. laura, 23 and goes to college in cali also. spencer, 23 plays pro baseball in new york? or cali? brian, 28 he writes for some big mag in new york, not the times but something like that jesse, shes 23 and is best friends with her cousin laura, shes a hair dresser in L.A. she did all of the 90210, american pie 2s and even PINKS hair. we were talking about pink and i told her she looks like she would be kinda mean but she told me she was very sweet and even brought in her doggy!
and then theres all my 1st cousins...who do nothing special..at all! haha its okay cuase i love them all!
all my cousins aand me got trashed and went to the casino on freemont street or whatever on the last night and just drank and met random guys, one told me sara and laura that he fell into las vegas street and a car ran over his leg, we all looked at eachother and starrted cracking up, but we styaed there till like 3:30 then went back to the hotel and all got up at 8! yeah fuck that but it honestly was one of the most amazing nights of my life! i love all my cousins. and i admit i have prettty cool cousins, and i'm very thankful for that!
one word to describe las vegas....
FUCKINGAMAZING!
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June 5th, 2003
05:59 pm just to let you all know, i'm going to do the whole friends only thing.
bye everyone!
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